There are days I feel like I should just give up on life -- the life I'm living now -- and start not starting anything. It's only then that I realize I have already given up on a life -- the life to follow Christ whole-heartedly -- and do so every day I don't spend time with Him. And then I wonder why my life sucks.
Please, people, do not stop reading this with the though, "what a freak," but continue on in order to hear my explaination. What I've just said may sound quite arrogant, and in a way, it might be; but the truth of it all is that even though you've got a lot of junk going on in your life, it wont even begin to make sense until you're living your life for God -- the one true God. Now, that is not me saying that things get easier; in all reality, they only get harder. The peace comes from knowing that you're good when it is all said and done. That internal peace is so above anything, that it affects the way you think about all your earthly to-do's, and you just relax. You're where you are for a reason. Free choice has nothing to do with that much. God is everywhere, and where you are, is where He is, and there is a reason for it.
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